As Anne Lamott says, I feel as though the sun is burning out and we are all drowning in the slime. My heart hurts from intense fear and misunderstanding. I don't understand the destruction that is all around and it scares me. I don't understand why there are some people in this world that are so bound and determined to destroy it. I'm scared of the future.
And on top of all that, I have this friend who I feel is hurting immensely. Who is making some very unhealthy choices. Choices that hurt her body and mind and heart. And my heart is breaking because I don't think I can love her enough to make it better. And I have no idea how to make it better. And I just want her to be alright. I want us all to be alright.